I was just at the local drug store (one of the few remaining, after many of them were shuttered over the past year), picking up some prescriptions related to my upcoming surgery. (Neomycin and Metronidazole — I think both of these are to prevent infections during the surgical procedure).
Very long line in there to pick up prescriptions. Long enough that multiple folks abandoned the line.
Finally, finally I got up to the counter and they asked for my date of birth. I said it, but oops, they couldn’t hear me, so I repeated it — oops they couldn’t hear me, can I speak up? So I had to shout out APRIL 30 1974. Loud enough so allll of those many people behind me could clearly hear it. Good times
I met with the surgeon (and team) this past Monday. The day started off bright and early with a sigmoidoscopy, and I feel like that gave a more positive perspective on what chemo + radiation has accomplished inside my body. I should start by saying that being wide awake for a sigmoidoscopy is …. an unsettling experience (just google it). But after the camera went in, I was surprised to see … no tumor. Way, way different from how it looked in the past sigmoidoscopy, back in May (before I started treatment). That initial procedure described “a fungating and polypoid partially obstructing mass.” By contrast, in this week’s sigmoidoscopy, that scary-looking mass was gone, replaced by white scar tissue. This was honestly encouraging for me. I get that there is still some tumor remaining (embedded in the layers of tissue that surround the rectum), hence the “moderate response” terminology in the recent MRI summary. Next month’s surgery will take care of that. It was just encouraging to see that visual contrast in the sigmoidoscopy results.
All in all, very positive meeting that day with the surgeon and the nurses who work with him. The nurses provided me with a binder of information (like a 100 pages) on preparing for the surgery, and life after surgery, etc. A week before the surgery, they advised me to start adding Immunonutrition shakes to my daily diet. My dairy allergy doesn’t allow me to take the Ensure Surgery product they recommended, but they’ve worked with me to determine how to get what I need via alternate means: additional protein, fish oil supplements, arginine powder. Just ordered the arginine powder on amazon, it’s apparently a product favored by body-builder types. This photo was in the amazon listing for the arginine powder I ordered, so I fully expect it to make my arms look like this:
The surgery itself will have me in the hospital 3-5 days. Jan 2 (the day before the surgery) will basically be the same process as prep for a colonoscopy, along with a few other minor elements. I’ll be taking the entire month of January off (FMLA + short-term disability) to allow sufficient time for recovery. I’ve been in the process of sharing this information at work.
For now, I’m continuing to enjoy the month of December — post-chemo, pre-surgery — a nice respite.
Got my results back from last week’s MRI and CT scan. Although I have not yet discussed with the care team (that happens next week), it’s clear that surgery is a go. The MRI results describe my treatment response (this includes all the radiation and chemo I’ve gone through, for six months) as “partial” and the overall tumor regression is categorized as “moderate” (TRG 3 — see categories below):
Clearly surgery is needed to take care of the rest. So I’ve been looking into how much time off from work this will entail. Based on what I’m seeing in the Colontown forum, looks like I’ll need 4 weeks off after the Jan 3 LAR surgery — and then another 4 weeks off after the reversal surgery (which I believe will happen in the April timeframe). What needs to be reversed, you ask? It’s the ostomy: technically, the ileostomy which will be created in the Jan 3 surgery.
I’m actually currently at a work “off-site” summit meeting in North Carolina — and feeling good, by the way — the timing for this was perfect (post-chemo, pre-surgery). Got a chance to meet my new boss (he’s based in India) and reconnect with many colleagues. I’ve started to spread the word with these folks about the upcoming surgery. It’s really weird having cancer and knowing when/how to bring this up at work. I shared the info back in early May, with a small group, and strongly encouraged my colleagues to share the news on my behalf (I don’t really enjoy telling people directly). While many at these summit meetings knew about my situation, many also did not, and it’s been a little odd to explain the whole thing — although everyone is very supportive. I have received many big hugs.
Next week, I meet with the surgeon on Monday, and then do a scan review discussion with my oncologist on Thursday. While fortunately the CT scan indicates no metastasis has occurred, it does say there is “mild coronary artery calcification” — Google indicates this can indicate a risk of heart disease, so that’s concerning. I’ll ask about that next week (assuming that I’ll be directed to follow up with my primary care physician?)
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